It's a bit difficult to put into words, but... Basically, when I was still a Shadow, my whole existence was connected with the Universe. And even now, after becoming human, I still haven't lost that link.
[Yup. Nutcases all around you, Josh.]
Have you ever heard of something called the law of attraction, Joshua-senpai? How people's thoughts have the power to bend reality, given the right circumstances? I've experienced it happening back in my world, and I feel it happening here as well. People just don't even seem to realize it.
[If it wasn't for this law, then Ryoji most probably wouldn't be here to begin with, actually. Though he'd definitely be happier about the whole fact if it wasn't people's self-destructive thoughts that managed to do the trick here, drawing Nyx down to the Earth and all.]
In other words... I can't really explain it, but this is something I simply know I have influence on. Because the Universe is still answering to me in that regard. I won't leave this place, for as long as I'll wish to stay here.
[Ryoji had no idea if Josh would even believe him or get any of it, actually. But at least he tried to explain it somehow. Aaand... yeah. He told himself not to be leaving out the most important detail out of all of this. It was what made all of this work in the first place, after all.]
And sorry Joshua-senpai, but... my wish to stay by your side is stronger than anything else I have ever wished for. It's not even something I have influence on anymore.
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[Yup. Nutcases all around you, Josh.]
Have you ever heard of something called the law of attraction, Joshua-senpai? How people's thoughts have the power to bend reality, given the right circumstances? I've experienced it happening back in my world, and I feel it happening here as well. People just don't even seem to realize it.
[If it wasn't for this law, then Ryoji most probably wouldn't be here to begin with, actually. Though he'd definitely be happier about the whole fact if it wasn't people's self-destructive thoughts that managed to do the trick here, drawing Nyx down to the Earth and all.]
In other words... I can't really explain it, but this is something I simply know I have influence on. Because the Universe is still answering to me in that regard. I won't leave this place, for as long as I'll wish to stay here.
[Ryoji had no idea if Josh would even believe him or get any of it, actually. But at least he tried to explain it somehow. Aaand... yeah. He told himself not to be leaving out the most important detail out of all of this. It was what made all of this work in the first place, after all.]
And sorry Joshua-senpai, but... my wish to stay by your side is stronger than anything else I have ever wished for. It's not even something I have influence on anymore.