...I didn't want her to worry about me, that's all.

[And this seems to happen all the time, doesn't it? Maybe he should really start being more accepting of people's help at this point. But he somehow can't help it, especially if he's getting into trouble because of his own stupidity - or should he call it curiosity? - most of the time.]

Though I guess you're right. And at least it wasn't really my fault for getting into trouble back then. Maybe I shouldn't have felt as guilty about it.