[Yeah, you know you make it sound really awkward, Ryoji. Letting someone feed of you and blood-drinking wasn't really related to each other. Though Souji thinks he might have an idea what Ryoji means. There was always some strange kind of intimacy when they did that.]

Are you regretting it? Should I have searched for someone else after you fell for him?

[Trying to connect the dots. It's somehow so much at once.]

I think it does. What is it that you realized?