But now that you managed to grew more immune to that kind of stuff while I didn't, just imagine where that would take us...
[And he wasn't even kidding, even though he'd like to right now. And... this will probably sound a little awkward. But he could tell Okita about this now, couldn't he? ... It's not like it would change anything anymore, either.]
... I think you misunderstood me when I said that I enjoyed what we were doing before. ... You know, when you visited me like this last time.
[Should he explain this further? This had... little to do with his masochistic tendencies, sadly.]
If he told you something like that, then he clearly needed to mean it. Although following what you just said there... I think I'd need to see the bigger picture to actually be able to tell you anything more in regards to something like that. Maybe he was just curious? ...Although that would hardly justify it, considering. [He paused, blinking.] ...You joined it?
[Ryoji nodded to that.]
You can't really help it if you get jealous, can you? Even if it seems really stupid and unreasonable sometimes? I don't think I'm the type to get jealous easily, but I can at least remember it happening it to me once here before, so I am able to understand what that's like. And just imagining Joshua-senpai with someone else... I think it's perfectly normal for you to be jealous, Souji-san.
[He smiles.]
And I see. I don't really like black, though. It might be a bit silly of me to say this, but... wearing dark clothes would make me feel exposed.
[Yes, Ryoji's choice of bright colors actually had a reason behind them, as weird as it might seem. He's totally less suspicious with a white shirt on!]
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[And he wasn't even kidding, even though he'd like to right now. And... this will probably sound a little awkward. But he could tell Okita about this now, couldn't he? ... It's not like it would change anything anymore, either.]
... I think you misunderstood me when I said that I enjoyed what we were doing before. ... You know, when you visited me like this last time.
[Should he explain this further? This had... little to do with his masochistic tendencies, sadly.]
If he told you something like that, then he clearly needed to mean it. Although following what you just said there... I think I'd need to see the bigger picture to actually be able to tell you anything more in regards to something like that. Maybe he was just curious? ...Although that would hardly justify it, considering. [He paused, blinking.] ...You joined it?
[Ryoji nodded to that.]
You can't really help it if you get jealous, can you? Even if it seems really stupid and unreasonable sometimes? I don't think I'm the type to get jealous easily, but I can at least remember it happening it to me once here before, so I am able to understand what that's like. And just imagining Joshua-senpai with someone else... I think it's perfectly normal for you to be jealous, Souji-san.
[He smiles.]
And I see. I don't really like black, though. It might be a bit silly of me to say this, but... wearing dark clothes would make me feel exposed.
[Yes, Ryoji's choice of bright colors actually had a reason behind them, as weird as it might seem. He's totally less suspicious with a white shirt on!]