No... but it's not something I'm exactly proud or fond of. I don't like being that way, to be honest.

And I can't help but think... that a lot of people might not want to have anything to do with me anymore once they saw me like that. So the fact that you're not scared of me even despite that... means a lot to me.

[And something that he's just a tiny bit amused by, because this was something he was always scared of the most, somehow...]

... You're actually the very first girl I've ever shown that form to.