[Considering how intently Ryoji was staring into Joshua's eyes right now, it was impossible for that change in mood to slip past him unnoticed - and as soon as Joshua stops smiling, it's like a chain reaction. Ryoji's own smile falters, because he immediately knows that something's wrong.
But without being aware what actually happened, he interprets it the only way he can. Joshua should have been happy to be finally back home. Coming back here again, after having that... it must be depressing for him. Realizing that, Ryoji can only feel guilty for actually being happy that he's back.]
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But without being aware what actually happened, he interprets it the only way he can. Joshua should have been happy to be finally back home. Coming back here again, after having that... it must be depressing for him. Realizing that, Ryoji can only feel guilty for actually being happy that he's back.]
...I'm sorry.