Ryoji Mochizuki (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
the13tharcana) wrote2020-11-05 07:17 am
the13tharcana) wrote2020-11-05 07:17 am
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IC contact post for Adstringendum
"Hello, you have reached the PCD of Ryoji Mochizuki!
It's unfortunate that I am unavailable at the time.
If you wish to contact me, just leave a message.
I'll get back to you as soon as I can!"
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[text] I was honestly intending to poke you today, not even lying xD
... i was about to contact you myself
[text] LOL really
What were you going to say?
[text] yup xD
something about Joshua and me, since it seemed only fair
but perhaps we could save that topic for another time
considering i managed to see Hanna's recent post in the meantime...
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You can tell me now, I don't mind.
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still amazing if you ask me
are you sure?
it just... doesn't seem appropriate to the mood right now
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It's already pretty obvious what you're going to say.
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is it? ^^;
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would you mind a little story first?
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i guess i can start by mentioning that still way back
at the beginning of november... for my birthday
Joshua said that we can try things out
and see where they take us
like... do things couples usually do?
but not really being together?
[How weird did this sound...?]
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[in a troll moirail-y way, but as far as she's concerned, it's analogous]
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i see! ^^.
so yes...
oh i should also probably mention
that shortly after i appeared here, in adstringendum
i kind of... made a deal with the animus
and they made me forget the person most dear to me at the time
... someone back from my world
so i had no idea who that person was or who they even were to me
and during the last event, inside of those dreams
there were a couple of my memories that i lost earlier for me and for people to see
and i discovered that...
well...
i must have been in love with that person that i forgot about
we were most likely together to boot
... and Joshua saw those memories too
[And it still hurt to even mention this... well.]
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and we talked about it
i reassured him that finding out i might have felt that way towards someone else in the past
won't make my feelings for him change
and that it didn't matter anymore
and that he's still the only one i care about
and uh...
after all that
Joshua said that he does't mind us being together for real anymore
so...
i guess that's a little better than just asking me out... ^^.
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Hey, do you have any friends? Like when you say he's the only one you care about, do you really mean it? Because that's a liiiiiiiittle weird. Between that and the obsession I think you need to be a little more well-rounded, Ryoji!
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and oh dear, no!
i didn't really... put it like that ^^;
that was just the short version
so that you'd know what i mean...
if you want me to be specific
i told him that he's the only one there is for me
and the only one that i want
and that i will stick to my true memories
and believe that he's the only person i ever said those words to
and that i could lie about a lot of things
but never about something like that
of course i have friends i care about
but it's... different?
Joshua is just the most important to me
like Hanna is to you, isn't he?
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And yeah, Hanna is the most important right now. Someday I might have more quadrants though, and they'll be just as important too. If they're the right people.
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sorry for the confusion
it's all about the right people, isn't it? ^^.
any potential candidates for the other ones yet? ;)
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It's probably not a good idea to get that attached to anyone else here.
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but it's not really something you can help sometimes, is it?
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But now that it's happened I don't wish it hadn't.
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