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ah, so you weren't joking about that
still amazing if you ask me

are you sure?
it just... doesn't seem appropriate to the mood right now

::::P

It's already pretty obvious what you're going to say.

x)

is it? ^^;

That Joshua guy asked you out, right?

not quite...

would you mind a little story first?

Go ahead.

alright then...

i guess i can start by mentioning that still way back
at the beginning of november... for my birthday
Joshua said that we can try things out
and see where they take us

like... do things couples usually do?
but not really being together?

[How weird did this sound...?]

Yeah, I get that. Me and Hanna were like that for a while.

[in a troll moirail-y way, but as far as she's concerned, it's analogous]

[Not so weird, after all, then! Cool.]

i see! ^^.

so yes...
oh i should also probably mention
that shortly after i appeared here, in adstringendum
i kind of... made a deal with the animus
and they made me forget the person most dear to me at the time
... someone back from my world

so i had no idea who that person was or who they even were to me

and during the last event, inside of those dreams
there were a couple of my memories that i lost earlier for me and for people to see
and i discovered that...
well...
i must have been in love with that person that i forgot about
we were most likely together to boot

... and Joshua saw those memories too

[And it still hurt to even mention this... well.]

Then what?

i brought it up again, right after i woke up

and we talked about it

i reassured him that finding out i might have felt that way towards someone else in the past
won't make my feelings for him change
and that it didn't matter anymore
and that he's still the only one i care about
and uh...

after all that
Joshua said that he does't mind us being together for real anymore
so...
i guess that's a little better than just asking me out... ^^.

Yeah. That's pretty romantic. Good job! ::::O

Hey, do you have any friends? Like when you say he's the only one you care about, do you really mean it? Because that's a liiiiiiiittle weird. Between that and the obsession I think you need to be a little more well-rounded, Ryoji!

you think so? thank you ^^.

and oh dear, no!
i didn't really... put it like that ^^;
that was just the short version
so that you'd know what i mean...

if you want me to be specific

i told him that he's the only one there is for me
and the only one that i want
and that i will stick to my true memories
and believe that he's the only person i ever said those words to
and that i could lie about a lot of things
but never about something like that

of course i have friends i care about
but it's... different?

Joshua is just the most important to me
like Hanna is to you, isn't he?

Ok, ok, that makes more sense. It is very different! For trolls anyway, I know it's not for some humans.

And yeah, Hanna is the most important right now. Someday I might have more quadrants though, and they'll be just as important too. If they're the right people.

i should have put it that way from the start, then ^^;
sorry for the confusion

it's all about the right people, isn't it? ^^.
any potential candidates for the other ones yet? ;)

I get a lot of crushes, but they're usually small.

so you don't take those seriously?

Not as seriously. I don't know.

It's probably not a good idea to get that attached to anyone else here.

yeah, considering...
but it's not really something you can help sometimes, is it?

Nope. I didn't wake up one day and go "Man, I'm going to fall in love with Hanna today!"

But now that it's happened I don't wish it hadn't.

haha... i know what you mean

that just means that you're happy with the way things are, doesn't it?

how long did it take you to realize?

It means that if there was someone else and I had to choose whose world to go to, I wouldn't be able to, so what would I do? And if I left I'd be ruining another person's life. I'm already scared I'm going to ruin Hanna's even more than it already is. He told me today not to leave him, but what if this place makes me!

[... oh right, Ryoji said something else there, didn't he]

A couple months, I think.

oh it took me a couple of months too
were you intrigued with Hanna right from the start, though?

and yeah i can definitely see that being a problem...
considering you'd have more that one special person
and it's not like we have much influence on who leaves this place and when and where to either...

hey Vriska-chan... are you good at believing in things?

Not really. I thought he was kind of a forgettable dork at first. Easy to make fun of, but that was it.

I'm ok at believing things. Why?

so it wasn't love at first sight, huh? ^^.

this might sound a bit silly...
but i like to think that if you really really believe in something
it has a much higher chance of actually happening

like... you won't disappear from here as long as you strongly believe that you won't!

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